Ok I know it sounds silly…I mean, why am I saying such things right? People wanna kahwin, KAHWIN la! hahahaha I have nothing against marriage,(though I don’t picture myself getting hitched anytime soon)… But news on friends getting married keep ‘delivered’ to me! WHY~!~!~!~

Firstly, I heard about Christy getting married this coming 19th… and she’s like what..20? Sigh… And another friend is getting hitched soon too this month.. Meowiiee… And I still remember how the bf(soon-to-b-husband) used to tell me and my ex about him courting this girl.. and now.. they’re getting married…Happy for you guys!

They’re not the only ones I know getting married but I couldn’t list all of them down. Sometimes it makes me wonder, people r getting married…and I am still the way that I am… Poor me? or should I be happy? Lol… joke… I am happy. Happy that I am the way that I am.. and happy that people around me are happy. Its a beautiful world after all! lol (what the heck am I saying?)

Ok guys.. gonna leave this topic here… You will be seeing me posting up few kinds of wedding pics soon enuf! tataa~~

Oh my god. Its been weeks since I last updated my blog. I feel..so guilty? lol I know its nothing but yes, I am guilty over this! Guilty for not updating my blog! Sorry dearey! hahaha Anyway, I do have reasons of why I haven’t been updating my blog lately.

 Well to start with, I’ve started work. (Yes, Elaine is workin again). Actually, not exactly working since I don’t get paid. Lol..( sometimes I wonder.. If only I did my internship in Swiss.. I wud be getting Rm6K plus per mth..Well, need to minus the expenses n stuff)… But I didn’t regret my decision of coming back here, coz I was in the point of a serious breakdown, and I am happy being here!

 Okay, so… yes..I’m working right now.. so that explains why I haven’t been that free to update my blog.. The moment I reach home, I’d be so worked out…so tired…and if only there was nothing wrong with my laptop, at least I cud online from my bed..but..sigh…

 I will try to update my blog as often as I could… I will try.. Actually, I wanted to post up pictures of the wedding I attented 2 days ago, but its late right now and I need my rest..huhuhuhu oh………….(workin again tomorrow…)

Anyway, there’s something I needed to talk about here. Just to release some of my emotions… You know when someone/few ppl had hurt u so badly in the past, that the wound had never totally recovered though u think it had? Well I learnt that greatly 2 days ago. It was after attending my friend’s brother’s wedding, that we all headed to Bluenote for the ‘after party of the wedding’..Then I saw my ex’s family…From the brothers, to the uncle, to the aunt.. to the in law… Then it hit me.. I have always told my friends that I let bygones be bygones… and that the pain had recovered. I truly believe in the sentence ‘ forgiven but  not forgotten’, but seeing them, made me realize that.. there’s so much hurt in me… that I figured thats why I am, the way that I am. There are no words to describe how do I feel towards them, towards him. But if I were to ever face them, a single slap to him, or the in law, or whoever in that family, and without me saying a thing, would simply be enough for me.

Sigh I cant believe I said all that. I’ve never been the person who’s so full of anger…I somehow sounded as though Im so full of vengeance. But no. All this while I told myself I’ve forgiven them, well..that’s what I thought. But seeing them…I realized, I haven’t.

Only god knows what had happened and what I went through. Never had I imagined that what had happened before would ever happen to me. Forgiven but not forgotten… Have I really? Really forgave them? Now I dare say, No I haven’t. I hope I will never ever have to see them in my lifetime anymore. Especially him. Why was I so naive? LIARS! I hate hypocrites, I hate liars. I seriously do. Gosh, If i were given the chance to, I would really slap u. I have no words to say to u anymore but I would slap u. I would.

And there are other things that have been borthering my mind lately. And sometimes I wish I knew what to say and what to do. I wouldn’t want to offend anybody, let alone offend few people that I know. Sigh I wish I knew what to do. For now, I’d just go with the flow. Maybe that’s for the best.

 Ok.. now that I’ve released some of that tension, Im ready to go for bed now. And tomorrow will be a new day, as any other day! Will update soon, hopefully this time, with pictures, guys! tata~

Enjoy this song, I Learned From The Best by Whitney Houston.

I wanted to wait until tomorrow to post this one up since I’ve just written about my cousin’s wedding. But I am just too excited about the movie. Sex and The City has always.. and will always be one of my favourite shows of all time. So when I heard about the movie, I went nuts!When I was still in Switzerland back in June, this movie just got out during that time there. I wanted to watch it so badly but I kept telling myself, its okay. It should be out in Malaysia by the time I’m back so I could watch it with Reynie. But when I reached kl… until I’m back in KK.. the movie was still not out. When it finally was out, I couldn’t find any1 to watch it with in the movie, and besides I knew there would be some cut out scenes. So I bought the DVD ( I would buy the original one if it were out early but I know that would be too good to be true… so yes… sorry that I buy pirated stuff! hehehe)

So about the movie, it didn’t fail me. OH~~~ I love the creators so much~~ I love the girls~~ I love the dresses~~ I love the heels~~ the Monolos~~ The Handbags~~~ I love everything!!!

There’s simply too much to say but now I’m totally out of words. Lol I’m simply excited~ and I’m glad I didn’t watch it at the cinema here coz now I know for sure there would be some cut out scenes. (Get what I mean? Lol)

This movie is truly the best continuation of the series. Big and Carrie are finally together. In the previous series, it was always an On and Off relationship between then and Im glad that, after 10 years.. They are together now. Happy!! Yeay!!! And Samantha… heheheh how could one not love this 50 year old? She has the body to die for, and for her age, she’s still got ‘it’! hahaha Gets!! Charlotte is finally pregnant though they’ve already adopted a girl… and Miranda managed to solve her wedding problems with Steve in the end… Please do not watch this with young kids since there are some ‘geteks’ scenes.. Tee-heee

Oh and guess what, I cried terribly over this particular scene… Luckily I was watching this all by myself and in my room… lol I was crying like a baby. What the heck. This particular scene totally broke my heart. So happy that Big and Carrie were finally tying the knot but due to personal emotions, Big didn’t get off the car…Need me to explain more? I dun think so.. Or else I would end up talking from A-Z of the movie and be a spoiler. hehe Just watch this scene… truly heartbreaking.. look at her running out of the car and hitting him..Just look at how protective the girlfriends were… sigh~ imagine finally marrying the man you’ve been in love with for so long…and this happens…

I could totally relate to the wedding aftermath where the other girls brought Carrie to the ’supposed honeymoon’.. Only the girls were there and how Carrie acted, crying and staying in bed for days. I could totally relate to that. Having your gfs by your side.. sigh. Those were the days~

Took me few days to post this up but hey.. at least Im doing it right now… hehehe The special date, 8-08-2008 was indeed a memorable date for all the newlyweds out there. On the day itself, my family and I attended 3 weddings in a day.

My dearest 1st cousin, Denis Valentine got married to Chelsea Ooi at 11am….( I think they should’ve hv done it at 8am…tee-heee,joke! My elder sister got married on the 9/09/1999 @9am, that’s y I had such thoughts)

Anyway, the wedding was held at St.Paul.. It was a simple wedding with only close families & relatives at the ceremony. For the first time, my cousin actually looked serious throughout the mass and when they were saying their vows. Why do I say this? Well Denis has always been the crazy-sarcastic cousin, he could turn everything you say into something that turns against urself. Lol…

 I am happy that Denis & Chelsea have finally tied the knot! Congratulations! I AM HAPPY FOR THE BOTH OF YOU!!! Muaks! These are some of the pictures taken on that day…

The flower girls & the Ring bearer… Michelle, Ezra, Kim, Nadya, Nicolette, Belle, Fifi & Nicholas.
Nadya, Nicolette, Belle & Nicholas are my bro and sisters’ kids

Mell(Bestman’s gf), Chelsea, Denis & Douglas(Groom’s brother). Just look at Denis, even on his wedding day he would make such an expression. lol

Melle & Chelsea when they had jst reached the church. Chelsea told me at that very moment that she was very nervouss…

The cousins with the newlyweds. Wish that other cousins were there too

The uncles and aunties with the newlyweds

My family, The Jongiji-s with the newlyweds

Sis’s family. Cindy, Afad & Nadya

Me & My 2 sisters with, who else? lol

My mummy with her grandchildren. Nicholas, Belle, Nicolette, Nadya & Julian. (Noel, the last grandchild wasn’t there)

Cindy & cousin Arthur’s daughter, Angel

Me kissin Angel yuckily to make her laugh. Well couldnt capture her laughing here. Why did I post this up? Well I knew the existence of Angel and finally after 2 years, I’ve actually met her for the 1st time! And she’s such an adorable girl!!

And now.. the Group Picture.. Spot me? lol

Addicted to this song for quite sometime now…If one were in a club and this song came up… tsk tsk tsk… Enjoy… Lil Wayne- Lollipop!

Ok…So I was going through the songs that were included in my new phone memory card since my brother ‘cleverly’ did something outrageous on my previous card that totally screwed it up. While surfing through the new songs, bumped into this song, was about to delete it when I heard a guy’s voice came up… So there I was, lying in bed and listening to this song.. I know the song’s like yesterday’s news right..but it made me smile coz the lyric’s simply hilarious. ( and I forgot to mention plain silly.) Do enjoy… this is Irreplaceble by Ne-Yo

Okay so here I am rotting at home… Have done nothing these few days but stayed home.. I don’t feel like going out.. I don’t feel like socializing at all… hmm…. Maybe tonight or tomorrow night I would find my friends for yum-cha sessions or else they would all think that I’ve gone over the limit and just being plain linc. lol

Few days back…After going to MeiHsing’s late aunt’s 100th days thingy, we went to TgAru First Beach Cafe to have some drinks. I went to Island bar afterwards to meet up with Mr.Cai since he said he was drinking alone. I went there to accompany him and he said he had already ‘upgraded’ me from being his “Friend’s lil sister”, to being his own “Friend” now.. CiS! hahaha Anyhow, while talking and talking and talking.. I was sms-ing with a friend when I thought oh this would be unpleasant since Cai was looking at me while talking. So I just introduced him my new gadget, so that I wouldn’t be KA like sms-ing oni while talking. The conversation went like this:

Elaine: Ya cai….(conversation about something was going on, couldn’t remember what)

Cai: (Went on with the conversation)

Elaine: Oh ya Cai, by the way, this is my new phone (so I was just showing him my phone)

Cai: Oh ya? Siapa nama dia?

Elaine: (‘SIAPA NAMA DIA???!?!?!?!?!’ Hahaha So I went along) Erm, this is Elaine Junior, Cai…

Cai: Apa?!?!?!?!?!?! he LOL-ed

Elaine: Ya Cai.. nama dia Elaine Junior.. tapi Model dia E71… wakakakiakaka

Cai just went on laughing…. cause I think he said he didn’t expect a phone to be named.. Well.. I wonder what made me name my phone? LOL

(I like my bday gift….needed something new…this seems like a Blackberry and if you cant get a Blackberry, say Hi to Nokia E71… lol~~)

Ok guys, as I have previously promised, these are the pictures taken on my Bday celebration. Just gonna post few up few here yea.. sorry for the poor quality but hey, its the memories that count ya! Do enjoy guys..

Cindy & I. Taken while still sober. Oh Cindy kept saying her hair colour looks nice. Cis

Bro-in-Law, AhFad & his friend, Sius (belum mabuk, I took this) lol

My Partner In Crime(P.I.C) Shirly & I

John, (Shirly’s bf) & I

Cai, Benny & I. I was already drunk. Crap

Felix & Ahfad. Ala I was too drunk to kacau Felix that night!

Me, BB Eleanor, BB Celest, Felix, Mae, Ruth & Cindy

Ruth, Cindy, Me, Wan & Anita (The newlyweds!)

Andrew & My silly cousin, Jason

Jackie, Me & Regan

Mabuks!

Me & the girls!

Stephen & I

WanYee & Fuiwei

Me blowing off my cupcakes. lol I dropped few cupcakes on the floor because of my mabuk-ness. Shocked people who saw me. hahaha

Jst wanted to show who was my ‘psychiatrist’ for that night. Not only he made me ‘cry’ and made me go off suddenly, he also was the cause that my gfs went bck early coz he made them drunk. This is Paul.Lol This is one of his sessions!

Andrew & I

After I made my bday wishes I guess? Now I dun even remember what I wished for lol

Since I forgot to take pictures of my cupcakes on my actual bday, these are the cupcakes that I celebrated with my family at home..

Ok guys… these are few of the pictures that were taken that night.. hope u guys liked em’!

It’s early in the morning right now..feeling much more better than yesterday. Guess what, I fell sick 2 nights ago, and was sick for the whole day yesterday. What happened was that I had food poisoning the night before and I kept vomiting like the whole night n morning. Head was spinning like its nobody’s business.

Anyhow I called up Cindy before 8am and told her about my sickness. She told me that I might have had food poisoning due to the symptons that I was having. Anyhow, she told my elder sister, Christine to take me to the clinic. So I told them to just let me rest coz I coulnd’t take my headache and whenever I tried to move I would want to vomit. IT WAS SUCH A TERRIBLE FEELING!

Well Cindy eventually told my dad when he called up the office. (dad’s in Kl right now). All I remembered was receiving a call from my dad, who was telling me to go to the clinic no matter what. And while on the phone, my sister-in-law was knocking on my door..checking out on me… then Christine was already at my place, waiting to take me to the clinic. Imagine how kelam kabut my dad made everybody. Cindy told me that when she told my dad that I didn’t wanna go to the clinic coz i coulnd’t get up, he said ‘ ba then panggil ambulance if really couldn’t get up’ hahahahah Crazy.

 Anyway, I woke up at 4 plus this morning, having slept for the longest hours for the past 2 days. I feel way better now since I ate the medicine given by Uncle Ghulam. I wonder whats the medicine for coz it’s really good. The medicine from the clinic didn’t do anything to me. Hmmmmm

 Anyway, am very glad that I’ve recovered! The crap that I had to go through reminds me of the time when I had Hepatitis A (a.k.s Penyakit Kuning). Those were the days. Even if one were to pay me RM100K or RM 200k to go through that pain again, I wouldn’t.. but if one were to pay me RM 3 Mill.. well… Maybe.. hahahaha Joke!  Don’t ever get penyakit kuning people, its one experience you wouldn’t wanna go through..

Happy that I’ve recovered! And parents are arriving today!!! Yeay!

I watched Batman, The Dark Knight like a week ago? On the 2nd day of its showcase or something..Watched the 11.15pm show.. and.. before the start of the movie.. I had super high expectations of it and I kept telling myself not to do so or I’d be disappointed in the end.. but me being me, oh well.. lets just say I had super duper high expectation…

Ok to start with, I must say, the late Heath Ledger was simply awesome! Out of the rating of 5, I’d give him a 6!!! or 7? or even 8? Like what the heck man.. it’s only a Batman movie for heaven’s sake and me being a sucker for movies.. (where I would cry over the tiniest things and getting scared over scary scenes) I totally got freaked out by The Joker, like totally freaked out. I heard from my ’sources’ (cindy, to be exact) that its this role that caused Heath Ledger to be OD over drugs, coz he was so into it… Well..he got me going throughout the whole movie. Me, being freaked out by The Joker? Closing my eyes and ears, complaining to my cousin sitting right beside me, screamed on some particular scenes, geez…But.. this is one role that I truly believe Heath Ledger would be proudly remembered of…Brilliant role and acted out so well.. well done!

As for the whole movie in general, sad to say this but I myself would only give it a 3.5 rating out of 5. Its a good effort of the actions in it, plus the Batman’s new suit design (that made him look super HOTTTttTTt, please note: Christian Bale is super hot!!!) Oh my God.. I’ve never really been a fan of his, even from the previous Batman movie, but from this movie.. I am officially… a Christian Bale’s fan! He’s got a nice body, and super smooth silky skin! my god.. flawless skin.. yummy! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Ok ok enough of me babbling over Christian Bale’s hotness, the reason why I wasn’t totally satisfied of the movie was because, I feel that the writer of this movie, I just feel that they totally made Batman’s role seem so weak, so emotional…and I hated his guts in some ways…Just so disappointed that his role was made that way….

And speaking of Rachel, Batman’s ex-gf and currently then-turned Two-faced’s gf, my god… like hello?? isn’t Batman The Dark Knight supposed to be a blockbuster? They spend so much money and stuff, how come… and I repeat.. HOW COME NO HOTTER A-LIST HOLLYWOOD ACTRESS WAS HIRED?!?!?!?!?! HOW COME?!?!?!?! Why Maggie?! She’s just not pretty enough!! Ok Like who am I to judge right, kalau diri sendiri cantik, nda pa juga.. but then again, hey I’m not a Hollywood actress haha. Just disappointed la, like of all thr actresses around, why her? like.. why her? A super hero flick should have a super duper hot chick in it! aih.. I could go on forever on this, but I’d rather not. It just pisses me off. In some ways, (thought I cried, ba being a sucker for movies), I’m actually glad that she died. Mean? Well if she were pretty, I wouldn’t be happy!!!!! lol joke

Anyway okay I suppose I elaborated enough on this movie. Like more than enough. For huge fans of the Batman, go watch it! Oh just be prepared of the long hours. Super long movie. Was thinking, ‘When is this movie ever gonna end?’