These few days have been tiring, with all my individual reports and presentations coming up. Finishing in about 3 weeks’ time… and within these 2 weeks its going to be pure hell for me.. Had few breakdowns but oh well, I guess sh*t happens. Feeling so EXHAUSTED and lonely, in terms of missing my family really badly. Guess everybody’s so busy with own self, So I understand.

Anyway, one of my lecturers let us watch a documentary regarding our environment. Well I’ve never really been the kind of person who would spend time on this, let alone discussing about it here in the blog. People has mentioned before how the global warming badly affects the world, but I always had this thought on ‘ yeah the world’s so big, how could we possibly ruin it’.. and when people say ‘ save the world for our children’, I have never really given it a thought. But after watching this documentary called ‘ The Inconvenient Truth’ done by Mr. Al Gore, it really ticked me. Made me realize how our world has changed, and its all because of what us humans have done. Technology wise yes we’re updated, but we’ve never done anything to preserve the world. What are the politicians for? They have the power and they do nothing? Wealth is something, but without the World, how could you earn money in the future?If we don’t preserve the world, what would we be able to give our children in the future? on what are they gonna live in? (children. I’m saying all this?)

The movie really touched me. It showed how the world is changing. It showed statistics of how global warming has really affected parts of the world. Ice melting.. and sooner or later.. there wont be any left. And in the documentary, it stated that somewhere( i forgot where), they found polar bears that actually DROWNED! because there were no ice left.. and hours and hours of swimming led them to drowning. Isn’t that sad? that really broke my heart. Imagine the non-existence of glaciers in the future. How’s the world gonna be?

Al Gore did a good job in trying to present this to the whole world. It changed his views on the world after he nearly lost his son. Could understand how one would change his views in life and try to make the world a better place. Anyway guys, if you have the time, do watch the movie. I can assure you that it won’t waste any of your time. It is definitely worth it. Every single minute.

For friends who, after reading this post, thinking ‘ what the heck is up with Elaine?’ Hey guys, bear with me. Just going through some emo-phase in life. BIG TIME.

Enjoy this song. I NEED TO WAKE UP by Melissa Etheridge. Listen to the words. In some ways, its telling people to wake up and “SEE” the world. And I took this song in another way, for my own self. I’ve been ’sleeping’ all this while, and now I have to wake up. Realizing how people can take advantage of you in so many ways and you have no one to blame but yourself. Well better realize now than later right. Need a change of attitude. Need to work out on myself.Meaningful. Enjoy guys.

Taking this opportunity to wish all the mothers everywhere a HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!!!!!!! The greatest gift for every child sent from above..What more can one ask for. I love you mom! Missing you so much…..

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Cute smiling mom. Asked her to give her very best smile to try out the ’smile detector’ on my camera. done before leaving. sigh MISS YOU MOM! Isn’t she adorable?

Aunt Sarah and mummy dearest during New Year’s Eve function. Notice both their hands? Guess they really ‘enjoyed’ themselves huh.. lolz

I know I shouldn’t sound so negatively. But at this point now, I’m hating everything. Breakdowns happen so often that it doesn’t seem as though its something new anymore. Tired of how things are, tired of myself, tired of life. Exhausted. What’s the point of me posting this up? I don’t know. Gone crazy maybe.

I miss my blog… I miss writing bout things… but I haven’t gotten the chance to really sit down and write bout things… been really busy and down.. either too tired or too down to do anything… anyways.. I feel bad to have ‘neglected’ my blog.. I remember Ben saying ‘don’t ever NOT write a post..it’s only gonna take few minutes of your time’ Oh well…

Anyways, I’ve been busy the last few weeks… International Day had past.. it was great but tiring… a lot of things happened, but I wouldn’t even wanna start on complaining about it cause I can go on FOREVER about it.. lolz.. but overall, it went great.. having ambassadors from every country coming over… and since I was at the cocktail booth..promoting our ‘teh tarik’ and other drinks.. I got to meet the Malaysian ambassador…he came with a bunch of people.. some from Sabah as well.. but since it was a busy day..I didn’t get to talk much with them.. just few minutes…anyway, International Day was fun…every student really did an amazing job preparing for own country..the late nights..the kitchen sessions, the preparations, the cleanings… crazy! I will post pictures of the even soon yea…haven’t uploaded them into my pc yet hehehe

I called reynie yesterday to ask for some help from her and it turned out that she was drunk ( well what’s new, lol), she’s on an ‘illegal’ journey back to kk AGAIN..and now she’s in Tawau.. drinking her days off… I managed to talk to Rezan, who basically talked to me for a long time but then again forgetting that he did so the next day…Reynie called me up today, telling me that Rezan said to her ‘ I think I talked to Elaine’..and Reynie replied ‘ Did u? no la..you didn’t!)’ Mind them guys… just gotta get used to drunk people talking to each other.. lol… basically after talking to them.. it crushed me for quite sometime.. cause I really miss these people in my life… sigh….I MISS DRINKING WITH YOU GUYS!!!!!!

There’s so much to say and yet I don’t know where to start.. Basically I’m awaiting for another breakdown soon… I don’t know when.. but I know sooner or later.. I will be emotionally unstable again.. too much workload!! TOO MUCH!!!!!! ar… I know.. I complain a lot..but then again.. If I don’t, then it would all just accumulate and get worse… Guys just wish me luck la k… in everything.. so many things here that I gotta handle… wish I could just let them go but they’re my responsibilities… sigh…. haven’t gone out lately since there’s no time for that… but am going to visit Zürich tomorrow.. it’s a 3 hour journey but hey I don’t care.. tomorrow is the only day I get to go out and do some major shopping before getting stuck in this school for the next few weeks.. (exam time!)… gonna release some stress tomorrow…

Anyways guys… am posting silly pictures here…taken on different days few weeks back.. just enjoy la k Missing all of you..family.. and friends… every single one of you

The Casino in Montreux, accompanied my classmates since they wanted to gamble.. this is just part of the whole thing.. curi2 took this pic since its not allowed to.. lolz..

Managed to curi2 take another photo..

Wanted to release some stress that day. What do you think? good combination? My classmate told me that I’m just killing myself..

Craved for some Asian food and I got myself cha sau fan..

Not forgetting Ha Kao and Siu Mai!!!! I miss Foo Phing lolz..

Sushi Sushi

Just love the colours..

Read the words!!! lolz it’s in French but then again… note certain words! ( this cracked me up)

Long story cut short, this is what happens when you and your roommate joke around too much…Never mess with glass doors..lolz

Because of this, took sometime to clean em’ properly… Anyways door was fixed few days after that… taking shower never felt so cold.. lolz

Excursion to Geneva quite some time ago… note the hot air balloons..

While in Geneva, PuiLi and JiHee indulged in ice-creams lolz

And this is what I indulged in…