The Ramblings of Elaine

SAYING WHAT I WANT AND WHEN I WANT TO.ITS ME

Lifeeee

elaine on Sep-22-2008

Ive been wanting to post the wedding pictures up..2 weddings by far but I dun know whats up with my mc card and all..I cudnt post d pictures up..next time ya..

Back to the title I posted up here..lately Ive been thinking bout life..so much that it worries me..People around me seems to have this rough and some even clear pictures of their future whereas Me? I mean I do have a rough picture of it, but lately its been ‘blurry’.. Its like I dont have a certain direction that I could follow. I told my mom about my plans after im done wit my practical here n mummy being understanding and all, is being supportive all the way. I know dad wont be happy but its still too early to say… Hopefully by the time im done wit my internship, I wud have a clearer mind..clearer goals..

I feel that life is so empty as it is. Seeing your loved ones and friends that are happy makes you think and evaluate your own life. At this very moment, I feel that I have too many missing puzzles in me.. I know there’s still a long way to go, but I just feel so empty..argh………..

ladidadidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

  1. Man-D Said,

    Hey…dun worry to much babe…trust in Him and He will show you the way! ;) GBU and miss U… c u at the gathering k! XOXO

  2. redge Said,

    Before I go on further…*KISS*KISS*!!

    Gurlfren, let me be frank to you k? I’ve been doing my line of job for nearly 7 years now, and truthfully, it was never in my head to venture into it while i was studying. This wasn’t my goal to begin with . In fact, I didn’t know what I wanted to do after I grad. just went out there as a freshy, took a job just to get the experience and the rest is history.

    What I’m trying to say is, it’s okay to feel like what you’re feeling right now. It’s good that you want to have a clearer goal. Persevere with wanting to have that goal, but don’t pressure yourself too much ya? What’s important is for you to do a job that you like doing, and it’s really true that once you do, it doesn’t feel like work at all (bearing in mind that I for once should be applying this advice to myself…teehee).

    Psst, you know what job I really really wish I have? Ian Wrights’ !!!

  3. CinDutt Said,

    yup redge…i wish the same thing… ian wright’s job…travel n travel….

    sis…sumtimes u dunt even know wat u want…some time just follow the flow….

    balik balik cakap kasi gambar… tu ja alasan tapi teda juga…ceh pemalas..!!

  4. elaine Said,

    Mandy: Thanks babes.. and am missing u too!

    Redge; *Kiss Kiss* to you too! MUAKS! :) I know what you mean… well at least now you have something that is fixed…I’m still choosing among the paths that I should be taking… huhuhuhu.. but yea… I will try not to pressure myself too much.. no worries k…. U wanna have Ian Wright’s job? who doesnt?!?!?! hahahahaha travel the world….open your eyes to things… nice!!! Miss u la darling~~

    Cindy: I know… following the flow la this.. just at times..a bit stressed out… huhuhuhu… about the pictures.. aiya really cudn’t post em’ up ba… wait la hahahaha

  5. frenday Said,

    find the edge of life….turn back n u’ll c how beautiful your journey is…..so my friend currently u are still in the middle of your journey….no need to worry coz the edge is always a happy ending for everyone….its just might take some time

  6. redge Said,

    edge of life huh? wat if you’re already driven to the edge and about to lose your sanity? hehehe. saja bah that cai wanna challange you!

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